
Somebody please call 911 ! i think i have a problem ladies and gentlemen. hey, man this is crazy. i love
sex, and i find it hard to stay without getting any, thank god I'm studying these days to keep me occupied indoors. I get a high sexual cravings, like blood suckers. i really don't remember when i started having such cravings and thoughts, what i know is the craving started long time. High school was so fun, very exciting years i can recall. This meant one thing only, Study, getting tipsy and chasing skirts and having sex. It was cool then because we did not use condoms, you only had to worry about getting a chick pregnant. The craving was calling like a drug and i was like an addict. I guess when you young and energetic, and a potential to have sex with 75% of the girls you meet, was fun. I think my mind was more sexually mature than my age then. The sex business was like a flue, and I was infected with lust for sex.
My game was straight forward and you better recognise. Hunt and for the kill. I know women don't like boring guys, first you need to be able to communicate well with them, tell them what they need to hear,admire and appreciate them all the time with nice pick up lines not too much, and don't be a lie. Be a dominant male figure and be polite but not always, also keep things straight forward. Woman don't like weak man without a backbone, don't be a lie, she is smarter than you think. You need stand firm and strong in handling your business, yet friendly. She hell not gone give you her "precious" without you not "fighting" for it. Its not a hand-out. Women needs to know they safe and comfortable with you, she can laugh most of the time when she is with you. Make her forget about the outside world for once. Give her a reason to forget her man and think about you. So be a was a smooth talker, a gentleman just. Greet and hag her firmly, nice with a smile. So niggers, wash your teeth. Offer her something to drink, open the car door and all that.... DON'T be, avoid to be a typical guy.
Tertiary, the mother of all fuc*kers, hallelujah ! There I was, an engineering student with high dream of becoming successful and happy. Whow, so many women to sleep with as well, then i find my 1st love. She was beautiful, intelligent and independent. My time for playing was "game over". I told my friends i quite sleeping around. My cousin said to " The leopard never changes its colors, but it makes them smaller" my cousin ment says i'll never change. but I loved her and enjoyed having every second with her always. They say your eyes are thief's, because they see what you not suppose to see sometimes. Lust was calling like demon in my ears. Ladies were shaking their behind like cry, as if they knew I'm committed. I don't understand women sometimes. When you have a beautiful chick they are willing to give it to you easy. I knew what i had to do, chow, walk-out and clean up my footprints were i was, as not to leave evidence. I admit, i cheated. What ever i did i made 100% sure i'm not caught. But eventually we broke up. What a d*ck i was, something so special..
seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years have passed, from season to season thing change, but i just realised that, the more things change, the more they stay the same.
Thank god, I'm no gay, I cheat with women all the time especially those who tell me they in are love with their partners. I suppose there is no one without a partner. Women are so good in cheating its crazy, they are expects in the game. I respect them for that. Women so smart in the sex game, they get "sex" when ever they want with a click on a finger, and lord forbid, they never leave a trace, and we never find out when they cheat.... i respect women for that, but they are as stupid as they are smart. trust me. Sometimes we catch them so easily, hahahah ! yhe right and you know what? she wanted you find out, or she is stupid as i just said" and are as weak as we think we smart. There is nasty tendency, a black married men tendency, of thinking marriage is a license to cheating,"i am married, lets do this secretively, my wife shouldn't find out" she is gonna find out, and she might not tell you, because she's long cheating under your nose" a woman knows his man in and out believe me. She knows you cheating even if she has no evidence...
"women are smart"...women get what they want, it don't matter how they get it, and keep it as long as they want. Men are suckers for women. They come into our lives and expect us to change who we are, what the hell? They tolerate us, bare with our nonsense, until they are done with us then they throw us like a hot potatoes on the floor. A woman will stand up to your shit, why? tell me why? where is your bride, i'll tell you, " she is not done with you yet. Some women don't know what they really want. You give them all the riches, they go out looking for big "inches"you give them enough "inches" they complain about this and that and go out looking for rich dudes...we all have stories or you spend times with your friends. How about when i go visit my friends, you go visit yours, you had friends before i met you. halo !!
I'm not sure if i want to get married or not. I don't trust women honestly.
I'm still waiting for miss "thang" to come swift me off my feet "lol", hell always have one foot on the ground, you never know when you gonna fall. So, far i haven't found help for my disorder, I'm still stuck in my ways, i don't think I'll change. This is generically, maybe that is why i grew up without a father " my father was rolling stone, i knew i had to find one of my own", I found him, now i realise i can talk to him, hear his heartbeat and thoughts, i see him in the....... mirror reflection.
"MIRROR REFLECTION"